Friday, January 21
everlasting love by yuko ohigashi is very nice. at least the instrumental version i have of it. don't know if it's supposed to be instrumental. ahh well. swoony. it's very cold here somehow.. it always is.
this is my mundane existence, where knights never come riding on white horses and dragons build huge moats. i'm trapped within myself. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be someone else, in someplace else. sometimes i see life as a fairytale. then i can't decide if i'm cinderella, still waiting for the ball, or ariel, with her wish twisted by the evil witch. if i could hold forever in my palm, i'd still be waiting for something to happen that never will. waiting.. once i thought i was waiting in vain, but it happened and i foolishly let everything pass away. now it won't come back to me, no matter how i hard i wish. you don't know what you're missing til it arrives, and what you have til it's gone..
it seems to me that my life has come and gone.. fly high my baby bird, my angel, my only..
everyday i miss you more and more. maybe if we could turn back time and be 3/6 '03 and 4/6 '04 all over again things would be better.. but who am i kidding? i wear rose tinted glasses when it comes to the past.
it must've been love.
9:51 pm
xoxo
